my fuzzy logic

2006-10-27T14:29:00.000+08:00

ok..updating my blog for the v last time b4 A's. the past wks of so haven't been put to the best use but quite surprisingly looking forward to the A's. well actually more so to the end of it. as someone told me before,"after taking the A's, u'll feel like u can face anything in the world." haha..hopefully that's true.yet another someone asked me whether i wld consider doing music in uni. i love

2006-10-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

God is Good! (: * got his sia offer. feeling happy for him. contract quite attractive although not much can be disclosed. haha..he got to settle his priorities first though out of gdwill i wld urge him to take it up. well most imptly he gotta get his basic wing n have gd health first..and this..The Ragman. really meaningful and touching..The RagmanEven before the dawn one Friday morning I noticed

2006-10-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

aun, this is for u ;)Dear Diary - Britney SpearsDear Diary Today I saw a boy And I wondered if he noticed me He took my breath away Dear Diary I can't get him off my mind And it scares me 'cause I've never felt this way And no one in this world Knows me better than you do So Diary, I confide in you Dear Diary Today I saw that boy As he walked by I thought he smiled at me And I wondered Does he

2006-10-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

Lol. Ok, gd sugguestion from pc. Shall do this post in word then, since I was so pissed after the comp died halfway while I was typing on blogger. Half regretting to upgrade or rather downgrade to blogger beta alr. The entry pg took forever to load.Yest was my first time at cell. I had a gd time spending time with God and making new friends. Ppl like darryl, xinrui, xiaowen and of cos gail, I alr

2006-10-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

ok..i felt abit sheepish just now. all that emo for some days ago for nth. that fuss over nth. actually i wld rather that it was the case of me being oversensitive rather than my worst nightmares coming true. anyway, the pet topic that most sa ppl wld be writing bout today: j2's farewell. woke up by alarm at 6am today, was so tired that i only woke up 45min later. and had to rush for time. but i

2006-10-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

miss my piano super lots man..desperately need tuning too. it's like 1 semitone sharper. and someone lend me the score for daniel powter's free loop. damn hot man that song. original key in C. figured out some parts on the piano but obviously its flat cos in order to match the key of the recording, i had to venture Db major which was like yucks. and it still sounded bad. like some oriental music.

2006-10-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

i swear my mom has OCD. obsessive compulsive disorder. keeps buyingbuyingbuying to stockupstockupstockup. soo irritating. then she goes on to complain how much she spent on marketing. then she force-feeds us. ARGH.was going thru the past bio papers. i was like 'crap, i cld have done this this and that.' feeling quite down for screwing up all my bio papers. maybe i shld have dropped phys instead.

2006-10-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

will they declare sch hols soon? not as if we'll be really affected in anyway. will they decide to postpone the A's to a later date due to the haze? just dreaming. altho i desperately need more time, i also wld like it to end asap. my dry throat has this painful lump especially when i swallow and my eyes hurt. cos mom doesn't allow me to on aircon. and now she wants to force me to eat dinner when

2006-10-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?can u survive it out there?can i make it somehow?

2006-10-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

been blogging really often for no apparent reason. to make up for future entries? i dunno. anyway, i just had a freaky dream. i shan't put the juicy details up here. let's see, it involved hands, sim lim sq and err me lah duh. haha..v vague indeed. maybe if u treat me nice, i might just divulge a lil. but i don't think so. haha, all in all a nice but freaky dream. great! 32 days til A's! 54 days

2006-10-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

Guilty - BlueVS 1 - (DUNCAN)I never want to play the games that people playI never want to hear the things they gotta sayI've found everything I needI never wanted anymore than I can seeI only want you to believeCHORUS - (LEE)If it's wrong to tell the truthThen what am I supposed to doWhen all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind) - ALLIf it's wrong to do what's rightI'm prepared to

2006-09-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

9 things that scare me:1. losing loved ones- family, friends2. losing sight of direction in life ie, God3. losing my memory4. heights alil5. horrow movies with really scary sound effects6. doin badly for A's and not be able to go uni/get the course i want7. being at home alone for more than 24h haha8. losing my phone9. the thought of losing my sanity9 random songs at the moment:1. im not missing

2006-09-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

Psalms 37v4-5: Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.v23:If the Lord delights in a man's way, he makes his steps firm; though he stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

2006-09-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

argh! suffering from withdrawal symptoms. keep falling aslp while studying. then waking in the middle of the night to study only to find myself fall aslp again. prelims grades sucked. maths deproved alil but still the same grade. bio! the most exasperating thing. being stuck at a consistently low grade. screwed up options cos i din touch the 2nd stack of the human repro, which was a fatal mistake

2006-09-26T03:16:00.000+08:00

ok..i take back my words. apparently i cut and pasted the contents of my received files into my music. so ya, retrieved it. enjoy!anyone? he looks even better in real life.spot the boy:) lightened the photo a little cos the original was too dark.coolest car;) not the original but this will do.

2006-09-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hady was crowned Singapore Idol:) great stuff.. but Jonathan was great too, a total gentleman with great sportsmanship(do u call that?) we rocked the house down man! i was in the mosh pit at last! the experience was electrifying. haven't this much in a long while man. anyway, there was this bunch of sji guys nearest the stage and one of them offered me a place to stand beside him, which was cool

2006-09-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

omg. wad a way to celebrate the post-prelims and start a lvls preparations- goin gaga over s'pore idol. jon to be specific. cos, JONATHAN ROCKS!!!ahh..pls vote! 19001121901 or sms 1 to 43657! haha.. haven't been this crazy ever since p6. it was the boyband era then. recall: bsb, a1, nsync, 98 degrees. those were the days.. and its the first time i've ever liked/supported a guy with long hair.

2006-09-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

ms chia is really cool. kim sang woo's from amherst college. jeremy, u're in gd hands. remember me when u earn your first 500million arh. hurhur(:do u have any idea?

2006-09-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

*'s shortlisted for fighter jet pilot training. damn proud of him and even more grateful to God for blessing him in everything he does. i noe of quite a few ppl whose ambitions are to be pilots, not even fighter jet pilots. nth's too difficult for God if u put ur trust in him. the training's really intensive man..almost immediately after ocs must leave for US alr. to tell the truth, im like

2006-09-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

everyone feels the same bout the maths paper, so let's just move on. im kinda immune to not being able to ans maths ques. just when i thought i was getting the hang of it, this kind of paper puts me down again. maybe i shld have studied harder so i wldn't be regretting now. on the other hand, it wld have be a greater blow if i had studied much harder yet not be able to do the ques like so many

2006-09-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

wishlist1. dvd player (multi-region, multi-code)2. my lovely samsoon dvd + pig3. laptop {macbk?)4. sony ericsson k800i5. that hot nike volleyball/beach volleyballcan't wait for exams to be over. feel bad for rejecting my mom everytime she asks me to go out with her. ooh, im goin for s'pore idol results show on thurs. hope stacie orrico's the guest singer cos she's supposedly goin to be 987fm

2006-09-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

ok. phone bill exploded on me. feeling grouchy. very pissed. on the other hand, i now have a better idea of wad i want. think im more suited for auditing. cool? see how. shall explore my options soon :) after a's

2006-08-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

ever had a deja vu? i counted. bout 3 this wk. used to think it was quite creepy. not anymore. anyway, other than that, the wk has been gd. studied with faus yest, met huichi! left jingyi..ok, we MUST have a get tog soon. tomo dachi! faus, me, jingyi, huichi. recall: mean girls! MUST go back dhs this thurs arh. MUST go study at mp after that. MUST go celebrate after exams. go work tog. haha..it's

2006-08-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

AHH!!! FOUND YOU, FAUSTINE! sooooo :):):):):) missed you soooooo much! my looong-lost <3! my bestie desk/toilet/bioprac/study/mp/talk crap partner. there's just so much more than what words can express, during a short bus-ride on 13. mygoodnesss. our date next thurs k? :):):) meanwhile, stay happy, funkae and muggerish! JIAYOU!

2006-08-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

the day i was supposed to meet relatives at clarke quay to watch fireworks, i saw timothy at the tracks of paya lebar mrt(at least i think i did) then upon arriving to clarke quay, i saw justin phua in front at the control station. on sunday as i was meeting mom at parkway, i saw zhiyun pigfarmer with her mom. she has nice long brown hair now. and as i was crossing the road to parkway, i saw mr

2006-08-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Psalm 143:8. Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you. Isaiah 60:1.So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous

2006-08-15T15:17:00.000+08:00

ROARRRR! haha, did anyone miss me?? ok, that sounded absolutely bimbo but really, the last time i was online (let alone update this) feels like gazillion yrs ago. life's down the fast lane. so much has happened over the past few wks. and more coming in 2 wks time! prelims! so near yet so far..ok, i promise this will be a short one cos im supposed to be studying and all. actually there's nth much

2006-07-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

many thanks to aun and the ppl she koped frm.I miss somebody right now. [not really]I don't watch much TV these days. [bad. i watch alot of tv thse days]I love olives. [not love just don't hate]I own lots of books.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games. [dont care]I've tried marijuana.I've watched porn movies. [innocent]I have been in a threesome.I have been the psycho-ex in

2006-07-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

ok. chase shld just got eat sh** haha. hope u read this (:

2006-07-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

we went to children aid society yest for service learning. as much as the kids were having their own little fun, i enjoyed myself too. seeing all their smiles on their little cherubic faces brought the most satisfaction to me. there were occassional bawls and squabbles, v messy co-ordination(oxymoron!) at times but everything pulled off well. like many others, i wld say the kids in my grp enjoyed

2006-07-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

i love the guitar ensemble experience. ppl, guitar, music. mr chan, ms lye, mr kan, exco-johnny, val, munfong, yibo, anxian, subing, john, guitar 1- natt, joel, finian, pohxuan, bernard, nic, darryl, chongming, val, john, gengtat, all the other j2 guitarists, my dear j1s, mr wan. for your love and care. i want to thank God for putting these lovely ppl in my life, for making my journey thru jc a

2006-07-09T02:07:00.000+08:00

it does seem like a century since i last updated huh? so here i am once again.5 significant things that happened since i last updated [frm most recent]1. college day - service award (if only i cld come back next yr..haha)2. sucky grades - D for maths, failed chem mcq(long story), just passed section c(crossing fingers for section d), ok for bio mcq, failed structured. HAIZ!3. 'new' hp - this

2006-06-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

3 wks down. only 1 wk left! sigh..joakim's quite cute lah..and he's in the next round! haha. i like florence lian. haha..always rebutting dick lee.won't be talking/chatting/seeing * for mths. feeling..i-dunno-how-to-discribe. will miss those bull-sh**tting session. all the best to u and take care!!! (was reading thru gp notes on those terrorism/int policies and i just felt abit, hmm..concerned?

2006-06-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

a stroke of genius man..so proud of myself! i modulated frm Cmaj to Abmaj. woohoo! not Am or Amaj; its Ab major! haha..mdm ong wld have been so proud of her mep student. still can't believe i cld do some harmony/composing on the piano considering the last time i touched the piano. ahh..my first and only love will still be her, no matter what others i pick up.. heh. another 3h at the keyboard.

2006-05-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

miss my piano soso much i just spent 3h playing it. woots 3h less to study. n still using the com, looking the messenger signin, signout, signin, signout. argh! the day's almost over and i have done absolutely nth at all! *shrieks* aha. sounding like a bimbo. im so tired. don't feel like doing anything anymore haha.

2006-05-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

where do u draw the line between being an escapist and that of a double-faced? i wonder.

2006-05-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

POS.i've gotta be stronger than that.

2006-05-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

block test 2 coming up. zzz. random thought: the phone's goin to ring...goin to...ring...goin..to..ring...any..time..now. hehe

2006-05-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

self-denial can't past why disillusion deceive still let go u dunno in look to i

2006-05-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I knew I loved you - Savage GardenMaybe it's intuitionBut some things you just don't questionLike in your eyesI see my future in an instantAnd there it goesI think I've found my best friendI know that it might sound more than a little crazyBut I believeI knew I loved you before I met youI think I dreamed you into lifeI knew I loved you before I met youI have been waiting all my lifeThere's just

2006-05-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

hmm..so far there's joel and darryl who have written bout the their saguitar experience. i'll do it some other time when i'm not so busy. not that anyone wld wanna read bout the life of a music co-ordinator. or maybe not. just kidding! haha..one day lah. im so bz now. so bz typing bout how bz i am. ok this is crap. im talking like ben. haha =p

God is so good (:

2006-05-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

there was a period in time, not so long ago, i felt so lost and helpless..like i had no drive, no nth. it felt like i was losing 'it', my relationship with God. i cldn't feel Him, i cldn't hear Him speak when i prayed, when i read the scriptures. especially for that matter which i shall not say here..anyway, so yest i was praying..for quite alot of things lah..it was sthing different, sthing i

so meaningful

2006-05-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

credits to gen! really meaningful stuff..God bless!THE PARABLE OF THE PENCILThe Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting it into the box.There are five things you need to know, he told the pencil, before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be.[1] You will be able to do many great things, but only if you

2006-05-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

there is no gene for the human spirit. comment.

guitar pics

2006-05-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

here are some of the guitar pics i've downloaded. the banner outside the door.presenting to one and all..EURHYTHMY!guitar 1: pohxuan, nic, chongming, bernard, joel, finian, natt, sugato, me, kennethCHEESE! look at our exhausted but relieved and happy faces

2006-05-07T05:36:00.000+08:00

love this. credits to joel tan. gotta save it in my blog first before it disappears from his. (actually it'll still be in the archives haah)List of favourite, commonly heard, or otherwise infamous phrases heard from o5S53.Amos' phrase 1: "Heh. Heh. HAHAHAHAHA....AAAAH..HAHAHAHA"Amos' phrase 2:"Right not? Thart's right. yeah that's right."Adeline's phrase:"Class fund. Otherwise no notes."Aundrea's

2006-05-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

hey! its a weekend once again. wad a hectic wk it was. full-dress rehearsal, chem spa, chapel, GUITAR CONCERT. tues. lets just say the full-dress rehearsal was really messy. lotsa stuff were still unsettled. the ensemble pieces..the logistics, the sound-check. i rmb almost breaking down near the end during rock band. den i called peici.. just to talk..and to confirm the chapel item. then joel(j1)

2006-05-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

1) smoked2) consumed alcohol3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex5) made out with someone of the opposite sex6) made out with someone of the same sex7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex8) watched porn9) bought porn10) done drugsTOTAL: 411) taken pain killers12) taken someone else's prescription medicine13) lied to

2006-05-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

tml's THE day! chapel n guitar concert! gd luck everyone! (:

2006-04-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

SA guitarists! JIAYOU for guitar concert! we can do this TOGETHER (:countdown: 5days; 2 pracs. -i promise to spend more time with God, sweets and my studies after the concert. thnks for standing by me all this while- u know how much this concert means to me.. yup, its been hard on u. everytime i'd be too tired to move a muscle much less go online or call. plus the fact my com was down. after next

2006-04-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

oh pc, just in case ur reading this, the matter's resolved alr. haha..i was just sensitive lah.. if u still really wanna noe wad happened can ask me lor.

2006-04-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY settling down at marine terrace(yes, now the whole world noes i stay marine terrace. n its NOT a terrace mind u) lotsa things to unpack n clean up. even the comp's not up (which explains y im on the sch comp, trying to update alil while waiting to print proposal) i think the place is great- ecp, all the dhs ppl i can meet up with again, the slightly-shorter dist frm the bus-stop (but

2006-04-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

so im moving hse soon. the hse is a wreck. life for the past 3 yrs wasn't particularly memorable but i guess some part of roseville will stay with me..the pool. albeit one that's nowhere similar to swimming pools elsewhere. where claudia n co have their screaming sprees, shouting at the top of their lungs like nobody's business. the not too spacious poolside where me n my sis play volleyball.

2006-03-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

just finished doin the guitar proposal except for some tiny section. am talking to *. just realised how long we've lost contact..since last yr? ok, maybe not that long. he's still as nice as i first knew him- bundle-of-laughs, full of advice, knowledgeable, etc. except that he's more like a bro to me now. the feeling is mutual (:

johari

2006-03-27T01:38:00.001+08:00

zongneng thinks: cheerful, friendly, patient, shy, spontaneous.b772er thinks: dependable, patient, cheerful, caring, friendly, reflective.ngiap thinks: introverted, intelligent, loving, happy, dependable, sentimental.aundrea thinks: independent, mature, patient, sentimental, introverted.wanxin thinks: calm, friendly, sensible, warm, silly.joel thinks: trustworthy, reflective, clever, religious,

2006-03-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

Arena (known to self and others) accepting, logical, mature, reflective, sentimental Blind Spot (known only to others) able, calm, caring, cheerful, clever, dependable, dignified, friendly, happy, helpful, idealistic, independent, intelligent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, loving, modest, observant, organised, patient, quiet, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive,

2006-03-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

this is cool~Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love

2006-03-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

never LOVED bio this much before. it's a love-hate relationship.

2006-03-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

first day of block test (i'd rather call them exams. they're nowhere as easy as tests) was a disaster. gp..well, i think i did ok for aq this time round. pretty elaborated, not out-of-point(in my opinion) just too few. physics was horrendous considering the amt of wk i put in this time round. many times i've wondered y i took physics instead of econs. i shld have done econs. i'd rather do essays

2006-03-18T03:45:00.000+08:00

More than words - ExtremeSayin' I love youIs not the words I want to hear from youIt's not that I want youNot to say it, but if you only knewHow easy it would be to show me how you feelMore than words is all you have to do to make it realThen you wouldn't have to say that you love meCause I'd already knowWhat would you do if my heart was torn in two?More than words to show you feelThat your love

2006-03-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

been really bz the last few weeks. no, not bz mugging (u betta believe it. i haven't touched bio) lotsa shopping- really tempting summer sales. bought clothes, shoes, flip-flops, pencil case. absolutely love it. thanks mom! i reckon more than 200 bucks' gone to the cashiers' tills. woah! nvm hopefully she's getting them all back frm the gov's budget. haha. read one of my sis' fren's blog. n this

2006-03-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

sweets, 3 mths n counting. love ya (: tian*xing

2006-02-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

i really wish everything cld be frozen in time. everything's moving so fast i can't hold on to anything. i can't catch up. i try so hard yet i'm left struggling breathless behind. FOCUS, girl, FOCUS. block test coming up. another wk down, 4 to go:(

2006-02-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

I try but I can't seem to get myselfTo think of anything but youYour breath on my faceYour warm gentle kiss, I taste the truthI taste the truthYou know what I came here forSo I won`t ask for moreChorusI wanna be with youIf only for a nightTo be the one who's in your armsWho holds you tightI wanna be with youThere's nothing more to sayThere's nothing else I want more than to feel this wayI wanna

2006-02-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

Here without you - Three doors downA hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty faceA thousand lies have made me colderAnd I don’t think I can look at this the sameBut all the miles that separateThey disappear now when I’m dreaming of your faceI’m here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd I dream about you all the timeI’m here

2006-02-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

sthing cute (: haha~

2006-02-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

THIS is CRAP 'nuff said. haha~When a guy calls uhe wants to be with youWhen a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrongWhen a guy says, "I'm fine," after a fewminutes,he means itWhen a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing intheworldWhen you're laying your head on a guy'schesthe has the worldWhen a guy calls you everydayhe is in

2006-01-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!(actually only aundrea's demand)since everyone's bloggin bout the new yr, resolutions, first days of sch, i shall break away frm the norm. i shall talk about...the new niibori guitars that just arrived yesterday! -applause- how often does one get to touch some alto n bass classical guitars, worth $1000+ n $4000 respectively? therefore, i declare myself that lucky first

2006-01-01T19:23:00.000+08:00

Draw me close - The KatinasDraw me close to youNever let me goI lay it all down againTo hear you say that I'm your friendYou are my desireNo one else will do'Cause nothing elseCould take your placeTo feel the warmth of your embraceHelp me find the wayBring me back to youYou're all I wantYou're all I've ever neededYou're all I wantHelp me know you are near

2005-12-31T16:23:00.000+08:00

I LOVE U JESUS!!! <3<3<3

2005-12-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% GirlishEven if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?You Should Learn SpanishFor you, learning a language is about career

2005-12-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

hey! i meant to do this post but i was too lazy yesterday. yup happy belated birthday to myself! thanks to all who sent their well wishes! namely, jeremy(seow), kenneth, david, siumin, peici, aundrea, kheengiap, sam, yunxian, zhilong, angela, anxian, pohxuan, wesley, just to name a few. thank you v much! anyway, the celebrations kinda started on sat, with kenneth treating me to noel. and also the

2005-12-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

wow. my legs r killing me. selling flags at orchard rd is a gd way to lose weight and earn cip pts. lol. met kor near the post office. he didn't see me which is a gd thing haha. j/k! haven't seen him in a long while and suddenly he's wking so near my home=D u noe wad that means? lunch treats! wahaha. today kennethleongweiqi suddenly msged me bout aj/hci combined concert. i, in half jest replied

2005-12-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

argh! God grant me strength to live the days ahead of me. i'm like living in this crazy world rite now. plus the fact there's no more sch and guitar to keep myself bz. i just feel like tearing my hair out, banging my head against the wall. argh! God help me!

2005-12-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

hey..the cca team-building/confidence camp was cool..gd job odacers! after that we when to the pasir panjang hawker centre to eat and ms lye treated us, me and tiff for the deserts and chicken wings for the rest of the ppl. oh me, tiff, val and ms lyw shared some carrot cake too. i think guitarists rock man. the guys r just soo childish! even john utanes. haiyo, 180 degrees change lah. where got

2005-11-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

NAAAATTTT! come back quickly! i miss u lots! :( my smses r like dying and i'm sick and tired:( sthing wrong with my stomach today. plus the fact that today was so cold. hope its not food poisoning. got a hunch that culprit is the papaya i ate yesterday. :S anyway, mr ng gave us 3 scores today. yay. really hope that more guitarists will be spurred to wk harder. brrrr. the weather's so cold! so gd

questions

2005-11-14T10:46:00.000+08:00

ANGERdo you have a quick temper?: nowhat do you do when you're mad?: shuddupwhat's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: shout at pplif you can turn back time, would you have never done this?: no.ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: no. usually i'm the first to cryever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: haha pitch my sisdo you curse when you're mad?: sometimesCRYINGwhen was

2005-11-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

back with the recollections of last nite's performance.shangri-la is damn nice. the toilets' like even larger than my bedrm. with lotsa mirrot. terribly glaring. but still.. really posh. however, the kitchen's like entering another world altogether. u need to see to know..haha. oh! then the waitresses arh. wear long skirts but their slits damn high! haha. anyway, we spent much of the time in the

2005-11-01T02:40:00.000+08:00

wow..its been a long timee since i last blogged. well, so many things has happened, i dunno where to start. first on the list, is the day i went out with ben:) yes, we've grown. curiously enough, time has sneaked by so unknowingly and so quickly.2, 3 years? yes, even i've lost count. everything's changed. for better or for worse. but one thing i'm certain for sure- our friendship will nv change..

2005-10-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..this is so true. it's true for my sis too. but we're not too sure bout my mom's ;)Your Birthdate: December 18Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have

2005-10-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

thanz julian for mentioning my honourable name in ur chosen 5 pp... well here goesInstructions of the tag: Given a topic, you are to write down your answers in your blog, and then send the same topic to 5 other people. Write down the names of these 5 people and link to them on your blog. Go visit their blogs to notify them that they are tagged. The 5 people who are tagged should, in their own

2005-10-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

hey..its been a long time since i updated, at least its that long in my definition. anyway, my results sucked but no pt crying over spilt milk. i know that was definitely NOT my best, so many unforgivable careless mistakes, poor preparation(maths, phys), distractions...i know i was really not focused. let's just say i'm more geared up for the next phase of my life, albeit still busking in the

2005-10-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

y resort to putting someone down? have u got no other methods to reassure yourselves that u are gd? or are u seeking solace from the fact that someone isn't as gd as u? do u think u're already the best? or issit because u've got nth to examine bout urself that u have to pick on someone half your size? how cowardly. pls spare a thought for those around u. have a nice day :D

2005-10-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

hihi. exams over. woohoo. hope i can get promoted. serious. anyway, i need to get rid of those horrible pimples on my face!!! just can't stand them. and i need a serious workout. sigh.

2005-10-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

look. i'm not even supposed to be here. not like i have anything to say. what have cramping formulas, terms, conditions, processes. ya. but somebody made me smile and that's all that matters. that's not implying anything just in case u noe. aha. bet u don't. i wish that was faust at mplib. darling, i miss u so :( now that exams are REALLY here, Lord..show me your will..pretty pls? haha..i noe u

2005-09-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

miss my jie baaaddly! all the best for the prelims and a's k? <3 my susie wusie :D must go out after the exams! lalala!~

2005-09-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

feel like i'm gonna break down soon. Lord, pls grant my strength at least until the end of the exams.. i just feel really tired everyday. thousand and one things to do just don't have the stamina to. and someone's not making things any better. blah. shan't harp on it anymore. stir up all the emotions. wad for? ur studies are more impt now. anyway i don't have the brainpower to worry bout such

2005-09-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

i've decided. no d for physics, its byebye physics. thanks gail.. :)

2005-09-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

arghhhhhhhhh succumbed to temptation. i hate myself. nah, just joking. but really. if i can't stand myself how can i expect others to bear with me. sian. i miss faustine badly. went to mp lib to study. not much but its sthing. nostalgia.. last time used to be able to see all the dunmanians huddling at some tables. den u just say hi to all of them. esp during o's period. miss those times. grace

2005-09-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

hello! as promised before, i'm goin to post the topics i gotta revise for exams..so here they are~maths1. indices, surds, log2. inequalities, mod f(x)3. partial fractions4. binomial fractions5. AP, GP, summation6. mathematical induction7. trigo 18. trigo 29. f(x) and graphs10. differentiation11. applications of differentiation12. maclaurin's series13. integrationchemistry1. atoms, molecules and

2005-09-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

got a very bad throat. all the mucus in my nose flowing back to my throat. argh. coughing v hard too. help me Lord...where are you when i'm calling your name..?

queen of my heart

2005-09-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

Queen of my Heart - WestlifeBryan:So here we standIn our secret placeWhere the sound of the crowdIs so far awayAnd you take my handIt feels like homeWe both understandIt's where we belongSo how do I sayDo I say goodbye?We both have our dreamsWe both wanna flySo lets take tonightTo carry us throughThe lonely timesChorus:I'll always look backAs I walk awayThis memory will last, for eternityAnd all

2005-08-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

hi. i'm sick. down with flu, cough, lotsa phlegm, vomitting, diarrhoea, headacher. i dunno wad lar. who cares, i've already survived one day. tml got maths test and chem test. i'm so dead. i know i'm typing so incoherently but i can't help it. i'm not thinking properly too. heee~ was looking at the 305 photos of the guitar farewell. hey! i can't help it if i grin at the monitor like an idiot.

2005-08-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

sn! jiayou! :D woohoo! i'm gonna drop physics. woohooo x infinity

2005-08-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

hey.. everyone seemed to be in a bad mood today- ms lee, kyawkyaw, peici, aun, almost everyone. then, so many ppl falling sick also- counsellors, me, peici, chase.. GET WELL SOON GUYS! yup the sprained ankle hasn't really dampened my mood. i'm only thankful i wasn't carrying anything. and wldn't dare to imagine the consequence of doing so lol. wowwww. so many things to do! so little time! and i

2005-08-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey! finally guitar graduation is over..what a relief everything went on rather smoothly. seeing everyone having so much fun brought much satisfaction:):):) no doubt today marked the end of the j2's service to guitar ensemble, i believe the memories that we share together will always remain deeply etched in our hearts. yes...everyone worked v hard, exco my dearest guitar 1s- presents, items,

2005-08-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

hey..i've been too lazy to update. so many things up my mind. i wish i cld have 72h a day. wonder how i'd be able to survive thru all this while w/o God by my side. its hardly believable i can still face everyday like a brand new day when the same old troubles keep bothering me.- sch, guitar, frens, family, even myself. and there's bio and chem test this wk. i dunno wad's goin on with my section,

fall to pieces

2005-08-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Fall to pieces - Avril LavigneI looked awayThen I looked back at youYou try to sayThe things that you can't undoIf I had my wayI'd never get over youToday is the dayI pray that we make it throughMake it through the fallMake it through it allAnd I don't want to fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at youI don't want to talk about itAnd I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front

how did i fall in love with u

2005-08-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

How did I fall in love with you - Backstreet BoysRemember when, we never needed each otherThe best of friends like sister and brotherWe understood we'd never be aloneThose days are gone, now I want you so muchThe night is long and I need your touchDon't know what to sayNever meant to feel this wayDon't wanna be alone tonightChorusWhat can I do to make you mine?Fallen so hard, so fast this

2005-08-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

i thank you Lord, for the 2nd exco of guitar ensemble. the camaradarie was indeed evident right frm the first meeting, though some ppl were absent. i really hope things will always stay this way betta still, that out bonding grows stronger with the days and we emulate that for all the rest of the members too. duty commenced today. i'm really honoured to conduct for la cumpasita. i will really