i swear my mom has OCD. obsessive compulsive disorder. keeps buyingbuyingbuying to stockupstockupstockup. soo irritating. then she goes on to complain how much she spent on marketing. then she force-feeds us. ARGH.

was going thru the past bio papers. i was like 'crap, i cld have done this this and that.' feeling quite down for screwing up all my bio papers. maybe i shld have dropped phys instead. after all, i did improve. its like i study so hard for bio, muchmuch harder than the other subjects. yet..

dunno lah. i used to pride myself in doing for the subjects i like. not anymore. now, i like the subjects i do well in. which is actually nil. haha..ok. i like the things that i can do well in. at least by my standards.