*'s shortlisted for fighter jet pilot training. damn proud of him and even more grateful to God for blessing him in everything he does. i noe of quite a few ppl whose ambitions are to be pilots, not even fighter jet pilots. nth's too difficult for God if u put ur trust in him. the training's really intensive man..almost immediately after ocs must leave for US alr. to tell the truth, im like part-happy, part-sad, but so as long as he's happy, im happy for him too. my feelings are none of his concern.

anyway, i saw that chris guy at ecp mac just now. at least i think its him. the one that * showed me his pic and say he's ex-vj prom king and v gd-looking. no qualms bout that. he's.really.gd.looking. even better than in the photo. he was sitting quite near my table with the other trainees. den i was like straining to see the words on his tee which looked like 'VOS' or 'VOC'. then i realised it was actually VJC. just before he left, he was changing into his yellow slippers cos it was raining. it was quite unglam ah..first take out shoe. then take out yellow ankle socks with black-strip-at-the-top. then put on yellow slipper which i tot was quite nice. then he looked up and saw me staring at him. lol. i dunno who was more embarressed. some of his mates who were alr at the door were laughing. anyway, i think i was staring too much. aiya, wadever are good looks for? for looking rite?

ok..i wonder wad the rest of the benzene ring are doing now. must be having the time of their lives. that's all for now..