there was a period in time, not so long ago, i felt so lost and helpless..like i had no drive, no nth. it felt like i was losing 'it', my relationship with God. i cldn't feel Him, i cldn't hear Him speak when i prayed, when i read the scriptures. especially for that matter which i shall not say here..

anyway, so yest i was praying..for quite alot of things lah..it was sthing different, sthing i hadn't felt in a long time..it was so real, surreal yes, but real nonetheless. ya..He answered my prayers. esp this one so close to heart. im looking forward to a more certain confirmation. but this sign He's given, im really thankful and its made me realised a whole load of things..

1. that He's always at work
2. that He has always been answering my prayers (although i didn't realise it then) in His special ways..even nos and waits. at least He's given the cues.
3. that He's provided more than i've asked for in the past few weeks
4. that i've matured quite alot (as i told gail)
5. that this is just the beginning..an exciting journey lies ahead. can't wait!

ahh..He's so good to me!