its been ages since i last saw u, let alone talk to u. actually the ages was last wed, but we didn't talk. my wish came true today, finally. it pains me to see u sick, u know? i guess u will nv know, cos i hardly showed my true feelings. u are one guy whom i can be who i really am; i don't have to stammer, don't have to avoid eye contact. no doubt my heart beats really fast when i see u, the moment we talk, its as though all the butterflies in my stomach just vanish. i dunno what it is- ur charisma, ur open-ness, ur friendliness or wad, it just draws me to u.. gosh, absence does make the heart fonder. on the other hand, i don't wanna stop seeing u. then there was this announcement. it really saddened me, cos we won't get to share this special moment together. sigh..just get well soon ok? :(

some ppl probably noe who i'm talking about, or maybe even YOU know u're the one i'm talking about. i just have to let those emotions out lar, or else i can't concentrate on my wk tonite.