Thursday, June 02, 2005
I'M BAAAAACK! did u miss me? muahaha. i shall stop bring bhb. guitar camp was quite a blast but tiring too. fell aslp on bus 30 and alighted 2 stops after my stop. to my horror when i got but i saw this guy frm guitar too..the one who hangs out with johnny and dwayne. issit edwin? or nicholas? argh. wadever. haha..so i walked home trudging with all everything..guitar, slping bag, shoe bag, clothes bag. sure to have shrunk by at least 1 cm or so. :S
time to really start muggin already. sigh.. don't have the mood! God give me strength...pls?? think i'll officially start studying tml. might cover a little today after watching tv. bleah.
sigh..i'm so troubled bout the small grp performance. really afraid that we wldn't be prepared for the concert let alone audition. sigh..so different frm dhssb days. esp now that we're all beginners on the guitar, we need much more wk than others. yet, we haven't even started practising. for me, its really a black-white matter. either u do it and do it well or don't even bother starting on it at all. and there's over the rainbow and amazing grace to perfect(not just master) haiz. maybe i shld slp on it and maybe sthing will pop up in my mind. sam's not in s'pore, kn..i don't know wad to say, joel..like quite half-hearted, left me and peici..that's not enough lar..cos i'm sure peici wldn't wanna play one part by herself. neither do i.
sthing's disturbing me quite badly..i hope i didn't hurt his feelings..maybe i'm just over sensitive. i really hope it's just me over-reacting.
ok..gtg now..bye!