God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
He works in ways
we cannot see
He will make a way for me..

just now, i was so stressed cos i had to do pi, gp and eat dinner at the same time. cos before that, sis was using the comp to view her ppt slides for sci exam tml. so i had to use the comp at nite. partly also my fault cos i fell aslp while studying bio, only woke up at 8.30pm. supposed to use the comp at 8pm. i tot i had to do the gp thingy and send it to aundrea, but. argh! u can't imagine how frustrated i am now. so there i was running from the comp, to the dining table, to the comp and back again. then my mom scolded me, so no choice but to eat dinner first. by then, it was already 10+, and it so appeared that i was supposed to co-ordinate the whole thing. so, i had mine, aundrea and peici's. sam did but it wasn't in pt form. and kheengiap din even do it. that's not the pt. the pt is i stayed up so late, only to realise that i still can't submit the s'pore fact file to ms ong yet. that is, if i don't do kheengiap's and sam's share of work. sam, fine. i cldn't msg her in time. but kn!!! u are so goin to get it frm me tml. grrrr. i tell u, i've learnt my lesson frm sec 3. no way am i goin to stay up til 4am to do the whole report. i've got a life of my own. i wanna study for my tests just as u want to! i want to enjoy a proper dinner u noe. just hate it. i just dunno wad to say anymore. i only can say that i'm still alive(but not kicking) by the grace of God...

i'm got past the council's interview. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. i was already half expecting to be one of the reps in class or sthing. and there's still campaigning, i hope i can manage my time well. the real test comes next wk. reading test, physics test, chem test. and no pw yet. physics' on kinematics, dynamics and forces of equilibrium. to all u physics fanatics out there, these might seem chicken feet to u. i'd hate to say that i can't do half the ques in the tut. my physics' THAT bad. i wonder how come i'm still doing it. on the other hand, there's lotsa calulations and less explanation, so hopefully i don't screw it that badly. and chem's chemical boding. that's killer man. i dunno how to rmb the shapes w/o my notes. and wad's with sigma and pi bonds. bleah. i noe..that's just the tip of the iceberg rite..thanks a mill.

so much for a fun jc like sajc. life is sooo fun.