hey! i'm finally back to update now that the friggin busy sch wk's just ended. actually not really busy just too tired to go online. got lotsa things to catch up on, esp topics aj nv covered like summation and functions and kinematics for physics. its so crazy man..i'm still scratching my head over sigma and there the lecturers zooms thru induction and trigo so quickly i have no time to take a breather and clear those loose ends. argh!

basically, the highlight of the last 4 days has to be the LIFE concert by Saint for Christ. something i wanted to join but nv plucked up the courage to for fear of my mom. well.. that's y i'm in guitar club now. and running for council(yanliang submitted our names in according to joel) anyway, back to the concert. and i was so wrong. wad originally was the 'whole class' turned out to be me, sab, gen, amos and maybe yonghwee. lol~ lots of them went home cos the concert started so late and our lessons ended so early. joel as usual went home early to slp. -____-" anyway, i was mugging outside the library since i din go for chem make-up and hence got a longer break than those who went. then sab came looking for me. we talked bout lotsa stuff at the sc. then we went for concert together and joannah(this really nice girl i met at guitar ensemble. i'll elaborate further) so we went. the atmosphere was really great, all in the name of God! yup..and had testimonies and sermon frm pastor joshua. and later he asked for those who had yet to open their hearts to Jesus as well as those who had but backslided. me and jo went out to pray with the others. lots of them were crying just like i did hmm...bout 5 yrs ago, when u suddenly feel so overwelmed and so helpless. yup..i went out cos i backslided. so this counsellor sue-ann attended to me, prayed with me. God bless you! then went back to join the rest. all in all, i feel so happy now.

next was the core skills prog. thankfully we got a fun trainer, tisa. wad we had to do was give a short speech which was accessed by 3 'judges' very much like american idol, randy, paula and simon. and also this video cam. our speeches were really informal so it wasn't as wad we thought it wld be.

the rest of the activities were pretty trivial. lectures, slacking, talks, and guitar orientation-that was on wed. we played some games- picking up coloured papers while blind-folded, with the help of ur team-mates, only we cldn't use eng to communicate. and also this game were our bodies we stuck with 2 random nos frm 1-20 and we had to connect the nos to the consecutive on someone else's body. haha. like one guy had a no on his face while the guy after him had the no on his shoe. get wad i mean?

today, i just didn't noe wad to do after aundrea told me some stuff i didn't want to hear, even if they were true. sigh..i wish i had someone to talk to, rather than being the middleman all the time and having to bottle up all my feelings, pretending nth's happened. the truth is, i am thinking, i'm affected by all this politics. i hate it esp when both parties are my friends, yet both are in the wrong. but as human beings, not everyone can accept negative feedbacks. so just then, when i went back audi, i felt like crying. but i just prayed to the Lord that he wld help me and my friends...

i guess that's all for now. cya!~