i can totally banish the hope of entering tjc now. screwed up my auditions..wad else? and the asl almost made me cry. but i didn't. humpf~ i noe i'm lousy but u didn't have to make it worse. i saw u trying to see if i cried. i hope u are feeling bad now for almost making me cry. so wad if u're in yo, u didn't have to flatten me to that extent. bleah. i don't think i'd even try general appeal now. make it sound like i'm beggin my way into the sch. and even if i make it thru, i wld -seriously- consider the choice of my cca. thank you.

so now..ajc or sajc? ben said acjc has caught up with sa, but ac is really too far. i dunno lar. aj or sa? :S