yoz..today was a very 'musical' day. played the piano and the guitar for 5h at a stretch. just short of my trombone. at least i got band tml so it doesn't really matter. oh, i'm moulting too. dunno y shedding skin for no reason. o's out on mon. super nervous cos i've got sooo many relatives then have to answer to every single one of them. plus an even nervous mom who NV fails to ask,"so, when is o's results released." every single day. and today, she added,"so, how many pts do u think u'll get?" -___-" i'm trying my best to quit thinking bout the o's results after all, wad the pt?? wanna enjoy the wkend before crying/celebrating on mon. and there u are being soo helpful.

haiz..helphelp. my faith is wavering. i still do pray everyday but i rarely read God's word now. and i feel really guilty but i always procrastinate until the day is over. and having to travel long distances everyday is really tiring. like by the time i come home frm band, it wld bout bout 10pm. eat dinner, 'do' homewk amidst nodding off. i have to admit that i haven't put God as my first priority. somebody help me...