lotsa things on my mind. dunno where to start. hmm.. how come no one's enjoying cny this yr? me included..altho they don't show it outright, u can sense the underlying tension between mom and dad. after everything's over or the guests have left, mom will come into the bed-rm and start to bad-mouth this and that. can't she just shuddup for at least these 2 days? haiz.. tried not to lose my cool but just silently starring back to the bio notes, hoping she wld get my meaning.

and then there's sthing else too..think i'm gonna stop putting any of my thoughts of * into words, maybe not here. yup~ too dangerous..who noes what might happen..haha

hmm..gtg liao. cya bye~