just now watched huan zhu gege(issit my fair princess in eng?) today's episode was damn sad! i cried and cried.. basically it was yongqi, xiaoyanzi an qinger leaving the royal family to join the commoners, leaving behind all their loved ones, empress dowager, lady ling, emperor, the first lady, nanny rong and many others. for yongqi also mianyi and zhihua. its like after all these yrs, ur leaving behind ur loved ones, starting lives anew in a foreign place, nv to see ur friends and families, not being able to contact them(as in the case of the show). or perhaps losing a loved one. wah..my eyes still hurt frm crying just now, even after 6h. hmm, got nth much to say. only hopin that this wk will be a gd one and maybe i'll enjoy myself at the cross-country tml..ya rite!