first and forthmost, i'd like to thank joel for lifting a burden off my shoulders. God Bless You! today, jiahui showed me the salut' d amour score piano accompaniment for her 2nd instru, prac. altho it wasn't really hard and i'd really like to play for her, i decided that i wldn't do too gd a job. and also i didn't have time for my trombone already. then...this angel of mine, Joel volunteered. i cld have hugged him on the spot lar. j/k. but really he's touched me! as in yar lar. don't think slanted. its like he's already playing zhijie's cello accompaniment, i din think he wld take up another. so there. thank you, Joel!!!

then today during mep harmony lesson, mrs loke was goin thru the past yr paper we did last wk individually. when it was my turn to go to the piano, she said," u like abit gone off liao arh..." i was like, "huh?" then she continued,"peisi, u very stressed izzit??" i said,"erm..i've always been liddat lar." then she continued,"ur last term got quite high hor? u're my potential a1 student, u noe." i really wanted to burst out saying,"yar, i'm stReSsed...so what?!?!" but of cos i didn't. its like, asiodngnr lar. lost so many stupid marks at analysis, 4-part i only got like just passed?! then she was like if u nv make all this silly mistakes(parallel, weird IV, V, VI chords) u can get at least 20. i noe its only parallels lar..but these mistakes mean so much to me. i can't rmb the last time i get these careless mistakes. but i really wanna kill myself for the melody writing. mrs loke didn't bother givin me any marks cos of the key signature. bah. she said the melody was fine. i put Bb and Eb as key signature but she said it sounded more C minor. and indeed it did. haiz, wad's gone wrong?! then today's paper also..totally NO inspiration of any sort, not to forget after seeing mrs loke. i was like totally can't be bothered lar. i handed it in half done, partly cos she had to lock up already.

stress and more stress. can i just call them dementors? sucking up all ur happiness, making u insane. o's= stress=dementors, therefore o's= dementors.

wadeva lar. gtg. bye.