spent some time pondering on whether i shld drop higher music. cos its seriouslyseriously wasting my time. composition's like really unproductive lar. its been left untouched since the wk before we left for mgs??? that's like real bad. according to mrs loke's schedule for us..we're supposed to be doing a final draft? urm..like look, i haven't finished my first draft!! WOW. anyway..shld i or shld i not? giving up higher music'd mean that i have to give up 2nd instru too- the trombone. no way it's gonna be my first instru. yar lar. see? which means i'd have to return my t-bone to the band. *pouts* well..its sooner or later rite? which also means that i'd spare shushan and jon playing for the exams. haiyo..so mind-boogling. and then, that means i only get my grade for mep and no higher music. which ultimately puts me as a 2-year music course student, which i am not. budden again, its not like gonna matter very much if i get higher music. ultimately, its just goin to my dream jc, and its not like i'm gonna take mep in jc -NO WAY- compo's really driving me mad already. especially i have ZERO inspiration man..

so..shld i? or not? gotta make the decision already. i don't even know if its too late. compo's taking too much of my time. and then, i'm not sure i have time to prac the trombone. haiz! to tell the truth, i haven't prac the sonatas cos the bk's still stuck in the bandroom. great huh? bleah.

gtg study hcl
til then,
bye.
God save me from this agony.