hiz..feeling pretty upset now. just finished dinner with mom and sis. haiz...what my mom said bout my dad is true and i do feel for her..but i don't really like it when ppl talk behind other ppl's back. got that being brainwashed feeling? actually i don't need any brainwashing from her, thank you very much. i'm perfectly sane and can see for myself who's rite and who's not. haix..the mention of divorce...really have no comments. i don't feel like siding anyone but if i say sthing like "mommy, maybe u were too uptight with dad" or "u're quite biased" i'm sure to get lotsa rantings frm her. blahblahblah. thank goodness dad came home in time and i was saved frm answering her ques on divorce. haiz.. the way she puts it, like there's no hope in this 'family'. i simply nodded my head, "mm.." while chewing my food in displeasure. man, it feels terrible to listen to someone point out all their mistakes and know u're expected to agree with him/her. oh..i feel like boxing my sister cos she just simply gives some 'constructive' remarks an agitate mom.
bleah- or maybe i shld really listen to mom go on and on, knowing she has no one else to turn to..

haiz. i dunno lar. i'm almost a walking zombie at home. and of cos i look like that quiet, sad, lonely girl who looks like she'd start crying anytime. oh pls. i'm more than that. i've got lots to say but u just don't care...... God help me!