its all thanks to my mom that i'm venting all my stupid anger here. wad the heck lar. aren't u glad that i even practised the piano? instead of just naggin and naggin and naggin bout how noisy the music is, can't u give some encouragements, or the very least some constructive comments, instead of like. so noisy. not say very nice also y keep playing and playing. like i chose those pieces to play liddat. u can't uds music, u don't uds the technicalities involved ofcos u can just bs ur way lar. wahlao. or cos practises are supposed to be disgusting sounding so u learn ur mistakes and improve the pieces lar. and of cos i have to keep repeating and keep repeating the same old passages, same old pieces lar. trying to get rid of the mistakes lar! if its already so damn perfect y shld i keep wasting time over it???! wad crap lar. u don't like chopin, u don't like mozart, u don't like beethoven, u don't like haydn, u don't like prokofiev. wad do u like?! those oldies things, those popsongs, movie soundtracks, lyrical pieces. yes, i admit their nice but look, if i have all the time in the world i would play them all but i simply don't. which is y i only prac those classical pieces. and u say, " y are u at the piano all the time, banging here and there. don't go and study. blahblahblah. nagnagnagnag." how ironical.

before complaining bout me playing the piano. keep naggin bout kalaidoscope. y must go. y cannot don't go. waste money, waste time. no time to go and study blahblahblahblah. screwed up lar u. then complain. y bring home so many cds. take up so much space. i'm not even complainin; u're complaining more than I DO. "bring them back lar. say cannot sell finish." wahlao. wanted to shout at her. u haven't even bought a dhssb concert ticket in ur whole life, haven't even buy the cd wadsoeva and u're complainin so much. wth. den when i always tell u how nice band music is, bout poc, bout the soloists, blahblahblah. u say bandmusic is like very noisy, don't u think co music is nicer, more 'soft'. blahblahblah. yar rite. no music is nice when instrus are not in tune lar. wad here betta, there lan-ner. sgjo;bhogm ls rgi smrgjsjrglodnglirg. so pissed!!!! think she having menopause soon or wad. oh wait. she already has.z[dglojigr;paiornh no wonder. she actually scolded my sis for being selfish when she bout $16 esplanade ticket for me to attend their sch production. selfish for not giving me the time to study. siao. no wonder u're such a suaku at music.

arhhhh. so agitated. back to better stuff. today was an ok day. quite slack i think cos didnt' have to chiong test like the rest of the wks. mrs teng is in hospital. for dunno wad infection, or wad toe come out or wad..cldn't catch wad mr chew said and ms huda also absent for 2 days..mr vincent our relief teacher for chem's a funny guy. cos today we started on alcohols. also known as alkanol. next time go pub or wad can ask for alkanol and see if the guy knows. then told us bout his experience when he was wkin in mac last time. some old lady asked him for skyjuice. guess wad is is. WATER wad the heck lar. duo1 chi3 yi4 ju3 tuo1 ku4 fang4 pi4 as dixuan wld say. then got some other drink but i can't rmb now..then he asked as wad was 7-up in chi. our immediate response was to say qi-shang4( in in up) then its wrong. qi-xi3(happiness) the crap lar. haha..his lessons are interesting. wad else? we played soccer for pe yea. i'm a loser at that. then..had maths lesson. got back our test paper. abit or loss of words cos didn't expect to get below 30/40. i got 29. is that sad or wad. had many careless mistakes..usually don't have time to check my paper but was fortunate to escape from the clutches of the carelessness monster. but not for this paper:(. physics test was slightly betta..improved by wad i wld say..leaps and bounds? frm failin grade to b4 too bad its the last test for the semester.. my results still suck anyway.

after sch, we played soccer..blahblahblah..its a gd effort to bond the class. we shld do that more often..but seriously its tiring. soccer field's like how many times bigger than court for captain ball. lol. poor yelin fell down twice and got smacked by bonnie(izzit?) too..played for awhile then dad fetched me for ttuition. am i gd or wad? din't slp during class today cos organic chem is interesting i realised. at least i know wad i'm learning.

our class 4L is up against 3 other giants in the group, namely, 4b, 4k, 4j. pls support 4L!!!!!! *LaMe tO fAme!*