hmm...wad a bad day yesterday..haaz. feel really bad for questioning God's plans for me..if this is what He has in store for me..den i just have to accept it..

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ok..just now was eating dinner. anyway, so damn blardy pissed offnow. can't stay over for chalet. can't even go for bbq. can't even go chalet. crap lar. my sis so big mouth. shan't elaborate. anyway, cannot go means cannot go? arghHHHhhhhh. i did so wanted to go lor. and now my mum. wad a wet blanket. always in the way. wonder if my life will be happier w/o her man. just super pissed off and cryinn again. wad crap man. just because i fall aslp at tuition means i shldn't go for chalet huh. cos go chalet will only more tired. holiday shld be well-spent at home to rest. wad crap. i bet she means is to stay at home and ask the tuition teacher to come. sigh..ppl tired shi ma?! always forcing us to stay awake even when we fall aslp while studying. of cos they next day will be tired rite?? wth man. must i live that bleak, crazy life of urs?? all u can do is to lock urself in that coccoon of urs with nth my books, studies. doesn't mean my dunman high life will be the same as urs rite?! durnig ur schdays, all the sch care bout is tests, exams and academic results. u think we're still the same?! [ though academic results still matter.]

sighz. all i can say is..i'm sorry guys. wet blanket again lar!. last yr the first one to leave chalet. at 8pm?! just cos my hse is 20mins mrt ride frm pasir ris?! this year, dunnit to talk bout it anymore. case closed. period. have fun guys..

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