Thursday, August 14, 2003
harlo~
today got no audition. extra days to prac but also xtra days to worry for. of cos expectation also higher lar..grR
today had brass combine. practised lor...haix. really think our part got aLoT aLoT of things to work on. everyone, me included. a little thankful for the xtra time to absorb wadever mr ng told us today..seriously. friday alone not enuff. (not forgeting sec1 and 2 full band) hmm...at least got time to really work out everything. haix. feeling so demoralised. y everything bout my playing's no good. tongueing got prob, sound not big/round/warm/nice/sonorous/etc enuff. aiya, just everything lar. must work double hard. yea. must bring home instru every other wk. firstly need to improve all those stuff and secondly prepare for 2nd intru mep prac.
haix. so malued also. 2nd time liao. getting caught for fluctuating durnig indoor. not that i want shi ma. dunno y. can't help it. definitely it wasn't fatigue budden just extremely cold, shivering. am i nuts or wad. how come i so 'special' one??? or perhaps xtra would be a better word. summore the 2 aircons weren't on lor. u are just siao lar.
yea!!! jac coming back to play with us! the mroe the merrier huh? =] haha~ too bad tim and adol got other commitments den too bad lor.
audition's on sat. for both individual and the ensemble one. speaking of which need to go search for annie laurie first. grR.
gtg, buaiz~
